A Factory Girl Chorus

patience is a virtue.

patience, patience, patience, patience.

love.

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breath in. breath out. breath in. breath out. big deep breaths.

a ramblin’ man is a ramblin’ man by any other name…

“Of all religions, Christians ought to doubtless inspire the most tolerance, although hitherto the Christians have been the most intolerant of men.” Voltaire

be still moses,

                   don’t make a sound.

i was reflecting on the recent protest in D.C. and i couldn’t help but thinking that he only has a year left, and seeing as i seriously doubt that he will be impeached within that time, shouldn’t we be focused on the next election now? before there are only 2 candidates left to choose from? protesting for peace is one thing…but impeach bush? his term is almost over anyways. if that movement were going to be succesful it would have happened already.

i could be completely wrong and uninformed about the whole thing. but that is what occured to me when i read someone’s chant. “the bush regime has got to go.”

you don’t stop by the doctor’s office to say,”I feel great!”

My teacher was saying something like this the other day. And I do that to my blog. Not that it or anyone else cares. But, I don’t want to only express my “sickness” so to speak. I want to express my “health” also. Something my friend was asking me about made me think about this to. Not only, HOW do I express myself? But what exactly do I spend time trying to express?

JOY.

the weather yesterday was so amazing that I was in a distinctively good mood, which really does not happen to me very often. I’m not saying that I’m always in a bad mood, or generally down, but that there aren’t a lot of ups, where I really feel really good. And yesterday was. And I think it was all because of the weather.

i am not doing this anymore.

i cannot sleep.

because i’m high. from caffeine. and i want to scream. i am making rules for myself right now.

sleeping rules:

1) get in bed by 11

2) wake up at 6:15 EVERY early class day

3) no naps after 4

4) no sleeping past 10

5)no caffeine after noon

now i must follow them.

BAH. i’m feeling very frustrated by this. i tried to eat to get rid of it. did. work.

i miss my dear blog.

and i’m sick of facebook.

so here i am.

oh dear blog, do not be angry with me. i always loved you most. but we were apart for awhile. and now we are reunited.

so college. there are a lot of really awesome exciting amazing things, and then other things that are equal to that positivity in awfulness. for instance, staying up until almost 5 last night, was not so much fun. and not getting enough sleep in general is not good for my brain. i need to remember that i do not enjoy late night events. because i get so tired and it lasts into the next day. plus, i’m not a night person. i like my mornings. which is sad. because i don’t get a morning here, because everyone is always up so late. i will be a rebel. i will go to bed “early” (according to these standards….but it really is not early) and i will wake up early. and enjoy my mornings. and not be sucked into the unhealthy abyss of wasting the sunlight.

 yes.

i will be a rebel.