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Currently Reading Bergdorf Blondes : A Novel By Plum Sykes see related |
1) i am not spending so much time staring at this screen
2) i am not going to cuss…even, no, especially when no one’s listening
3) i am going to WRITE, not type,in my real journal instead of all these online girdlefannies, but this must come into effect after i finish this one. bah.
im leaving.
NOW.
well, in a good mood now. it’s all sunny and pretty and tomorrows easter. i went to see ms. cogeniality 2 and it was AWESOME. then we went to target which is just the best. im feelin so summery and i dig it 
well i was trying to go to bed, but i took a nap earlier so it wasnt really working, and my brain wouldnt shut up so i decided to come spill here. if it’s gossiping, i dont care right now.
um yeah i cant stop thinking about her. im tired of wasting energy on it and i know its stupid, but i do it anyways. why does it make me so mad? because i cant get away from it? i cant just ditch her and be done with it? because so many people dont see what i see? or if they do,they are just like me and dont act on it? i cant say anything productive or “confrontational” because ill end up just being a bitch right back. the things i want to say are mean and mean. i need to stop bitching.
SCHOOLS OUT! WAHOOOOOOOO. i can read and sleep and clean whenever i feel like not on some dumb schedule.
yea that was a crap attempt at being positive. im going to write in a real journal when i get off so i can put everything im thinking and not the censored”for the public” shit ive written here.
suuuiiigghhh way to start my day…shes so mean…and selfish…and….ew gross i got so angry though i was shaking. i had to leave, so i sat in the hall by myself. i think it was obvious i was upset because people were being all nice to me. so i studied a lot tonight for the biology test tomorrow that i have to get an a on and if i dont ill act like its no big deal and then go home and cry. but ITS ALMOST SPRING BREAK. and im going to MIMIS! I cant wait. she’s all nice to me and its nice and calm and stress free there. and quiet. so woohoo! plus sunday is easter which equals candy. yumm. ok
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[pick a band/artist and answer questions using their song titles] Band/Artist: bryan adams
1. Are you male or female? have you ever really loved a WOMAN 3. How do people feel about you? it aint a party-if you cant come round 5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: the only one 6. Where would you rather be? summer of ‘69 7. Describe what you want to be: you’re still beautiful to me 9. Describe how you love: it’s only love |
man. yesterday rocked. I went thrift store shopping with my mom. I got a shirt which i am wearing monday…it’s pretty blue like my longsleeve one. and i got magazines…and my mommy got a cool straw hat with a ribbon strung through it like scarletts in gone with the wind, i am definitely stealing it. THEN, i got a facial which rocked. My mom started chatting with the ladies and found out they are christian! So yeah. THEN, my mom suprises me and takes me to the tea room for lunch which is a super super awesome place that everyone should go to! yum. Then, we went home and my dad took me and anthony to asheville mall. I didnt but anything. Then, he took us to Joe’s Crab Shack.(a REALLY hot guy was at the table nest to us…*swoons*) Then what? Today we joined Biltmore Baptist..and they kept asking us if we’d been baptised my immersion….:/ that’s baptist for ya i guess. Then today I finished Poisonwood Bible. Man, that book was soo GOOD! Then I layed in the sun because it was so fabulously pretty and rejuvenating. WOO. I love the sun. mmmmm…. see everyone at school tommorrow |
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Currently Playing Swift By Swift see related |
so what am i to say? last night i was supposed to call my dearest jaime but i feel asleep then we went out. then we didnt get home til nine and i didnt know if i should call or not so i didnt. i figured jaime was up but i wasnt sure about her mommy. anyhoo, sorry jaime. we ARE having scarlett sisters. I watched the last half of America’s Worst Dressed Couple. The wife was sooo sweet. And I can’t wait for the next lady that keeps saying”make me hot.” Lol.After that, I watched Faking It, the guy was so cool. He won! And i got really excited. I woke up rather early. 7:30. The sun was shining through the window and onto the mirror so it was like one big sunshine in my room. It was nice but a little scary while I was first waking up. My mom suggested we go to some thrift stores this morning…yay! I hope I find some music. Everyone have a fabulous weekend!
ps my mommy said she might want to make a blog…how cool would that be?
sick and tired
sick of and tired of
my patience has been stolen and i want it BACK
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yeah
i remember like yesterday…the time of my life
that song is just the best. and i haven’t listened to it in too long. back when we all decided it wasn’t “punk” but who gives a 3? not me…teehee. so yeah the dance. it killed homecoming. big time. not a lot of people there, which i sorta liked. I am such a nerd, but my favorite part were the little curly ribbons on the tables
maybe after all these years…if you miss me have no fear
old music is funnnnn
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Currently Reading The Poisonwood Bible By Barbara Kingsolver see related |
well well well
i know what im wearing and i guess i care
today was bad for reasons id rather not explain because if i did, no one would get it anyway.i was just thouroughly tired by the end of the day and plopped on my bed and tried to cry. i feel stuck and crowded. i’m mad because i should be looking forward to tomorrow, but i’m not. i’m mad at my self for letting people that couldn’t care less about me affect me this much
conservative
i want to list cuss words because that’s how i feel, but im trying to break the habit, so in loo of jaime’s idear….12345678910!
sigh
