A Factory Girl Chorus

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Sick.Yet again. I stinkin hate being sick. I can’t get sick!!! Ahhh…we’re supposed to go to Ridgecrest this weekend and if I don’t go to school tomorrow my dad PROBABLY won’t let me go to Ridgecrest. It’s so stinkin pretty outside but I’ll freeze my tushie off if I go out there…WAAHHH. Okay, Melana stop being a whiny bitch.

I do get to lay around and watch TV. Fun,eh? I guuuueeeesssss. I don’t have to be at school! Score. What else? I can eat whenever I get hungry. I can listen to music ALL DAY. Okay, that’s better.

Adios

 i want a little font so I’m trying each one to see

which is the smallest

and here it is.

I must remember. Remember Melana.

So, I stayed up late last night because I suddenly felt like cleaning at like 11…I cleaned the kitchen and my room and did homework. Then I read True Blue Forever. So good. I finished it today. Actually, I didn’t get out of my bed from the time I woke up until I finished reading. I did get up to pee like a hundred times. I don’t know why but I have had to pee SOO MUCH today. I’m sure you wanted to know that. My parents just got home. They went antiquing. Fun, fun. My dad just showed me a mug he got that has an air balloon on it. It looks Indian..reminds of that remake of The Little Princess. OH…more about True Blue Forever. Carly warned me that I would cry at a certain part. I did….but man it didn’t stop there. I CRIED SO MUCH….and I’m not even Pmsing. I didn’t like the sex though. I hate reading about the ahem specifics…I’m like okay? that’s enough! But,other than that, it was a sweet, Sad story. One of the characters names was Billy Joe, and the first time I thought it said Billy Joel…and I was trying to figure out what the crap was going on…but then I saw the missing “L” Then…whenever I tried to picture the scrawny,curly headed guy described….all I could see was Green Day’s Billy Joe…so my mental imagery didn’t really click. Plus, the entire book I couldn’t figure out how I wanted to pronounce the girl’s name Jeana. Maybe I should recopy all this junk I just wrote in my English journal. I didn’t even think of that while I was writing just now.poo.

We’re going to see Clayton King tomorrow!! Wahooo! I can’t believe he’s in Hendersonville. Small world? No, it’s HUGE. Which is good

I painted my nails red. I am addicted to the color. I keep staring at my fingers.

today was dark.

dark &cold.

And it didn’t get that way until after 5th. I wonder why…people make me sad.

I went out to Hannah’s with mis padres. Mi hermano stayed home because he was sick. Poor thing. I’m not sure if he’s into going to Hannah’s anyway. We sat in the smoking section and it was wierd because I usually don’t sit on that side. It’s like I’m in a different restraunt. I don’t feel like taaaaalking about things. Writing is better. I finished Shout Down the Moon and I started reading True Blue Forever. Whatever no one cares.

My life is….

(PS go to sleep little girl….you’re leaving my world through the pictures I see….so don’t make me wonder if you’re ever coming home….the lightning never comes)

I am the the library. I just finished the book I was reading and I already have one at home I want to start so I dont want to start another one while I’m here.

I checked my email and now I don’t really know what to do. I figured I’d update my blog. But, I’m not exactly a newsreel of exciting information. We dissected worms today. woowoo.

This morning before homeroom I heard the guys talking about something very, ahem, sneakily. I wanted to ask but I didn’t. Don’t ask me why. I’m going to though cos I wanna know what they were up to. OH. Our homeroom was in 3rd place this morning and I was the only one that brought in money. I am definitely going to being ratting on people. I mean COME ON. I know everyone can’t afford to give money. But, I also know people in that classroom can spare a dollar or two. PEOPLE ARE DYING. And you are eating ice cream. Hmph.

Well, well.

adios

man

i dont want to ever do a science fair project again in my life. ever.

my baby drove up in a brand new cadillac

We went to Biltmore Baptist this morning…I liked it. It was a little overwhelming. I mean HUGE. But, it’s the best church we’ve been to up here overall. I’ve been reading Family History today. I’ve absorbed myself in the life of someone that isn’t real. I’m sad because I can’t eve get warm inside, which means I can’t go out into the hammock. But, I did clean my room first and do the dishes. I have no school tomorrow…which makes me happy as a lark. I look forward to weekends and coming home everyday MUCH more than I used to. School is…………

We’re not having Scarlett Sisters today because Carly and Chelsea can’t come and it’d be pointless just me and Jaime. Man,

i love this cd

the clash is

AWESOME

i tried to update this i really did…but i just dont have much to say anymore…i dont really like being on the computer

reading is better

adios

Aileen….the song is “Take Me Away” by Fefe Dobson…I don’t know the name of the CD but it should be easy to find.

I dont feel like updating this.